Just wanted to take a moment to thanks all my real friends & true fans, you honestly do keep me inspired. Most people will never know how discouraging and emotionally challenging this business can be. It's still unbelievable to me how a talent can change your relationships with people. Every now & then I look back on my life and notice how many people are no longer around and then I ask myself, "Why were they ever associating with me to begin with?" It's really sad that at the end of the day most relationships are built on a "what can you do for me" basis. Once a person has received all that they feel you can give to them you may realize that they were never your friend, just someone who recognized your potential and felt they could capitalize off of your talent.
I feel like for the 1st time in my life I am at the peak of my full potential & I also notice that at this time I am alone- trust me, it's no coincidence. I don't know where jealousy & envy comes from but it's still something that I don't nderstand, probably because I have never personally felt it. Whatever your case may be, I'd advise you to evaluate all of your relationships and make sure that the reason people are around you is the same reason you are around them, period. My personal prayer is for everyone to become successful at whatever it is you choose to pursue in your life & I also pray that when you attain it it's just the way you pictured it in your head. It's not lonely at the top because there's only 1 top spot, it's lonely because by the time you get there most of the people you expected to be there with you have already separated themselves from you due to jealousy & envy. Everyone wants to be King, but no one wants to be in the Royal family...
